why do i even bother to ask
why i do i even care
just a mindless task
when i honestly dont want to care


why can't i just let it go
keep all the rejection away
and let the hope flow
save it for a rainy day


why do you stay on my mind
make me fall to my knees at the drop of a dime
leave me alone today
bring me back tomorrow to repay


how do i free myself from these chains
i've created on my own and i dont even know how
waking every hour to the screams of the trains
i want to be done with it. i want it to be over now


i want to be able to move on
but i keep coming back here
sooner than later all that i have left will be gone
you'll be laughing the whole time just sitting there

all in all it just makes me sad
:(
- S.M.S