There is a boy in the library, ignoring the crazy lady talking through the window. I feel like telling him she is nice. And probably not half as crazy as the librarians in this town. She has 2 children. They live in Greece. And when she cries, her dogs hide under the deck. But he probably doesn't speak English. Hardly any of these people sitting on their backpacks at the library do. And even if he did, he wouldn't listen. He is reading. Its a good book. I know its a good book. I've read it. Now I feeling like telling him to leave. He should not read it here, underneath the colour wallpaper. He needs to find a corner of a beach, so he doesn't have to cry in public. And he has to cry, because if he doesn't, I know the crying will happen inside. And his eyes will turn a shade darker with the smoke of their deaths, and his muscles will strain to rip from his ridiculously alive tendons. His eyes are already black, and I do not think he can afford to find more darkness. Not that I would know. He might pick cherries for a living and flirt with a trailer park attendant called Fiona is his spare time. But I have a smell for the scared and enclosed people here. I can see the kracken hunters and the faerie kissers. They show themselves to me accidentally and I turn watch them destroy their dreams. People ask me why I am cold all the time. They do not understand, because the boy at the library closed the book before he could cry and I knew he would be destroyed anyway