What do I have to lose, my life been turmoil as it is. The struggling to stay above the waves of the storms. Trusting that there is a purpose to these storms. So I must keep moving on persevering in this life. Staying to myself is very painful most of the time. The ones that I want to see I do not see very much. Knowing that this isolation will not last forever. Trusting that there is a purpose behind this Lord God.