I never define you enough. I will never could. I will always remember how I touch your hands and how your thumb rub mine. Like they belong together. Your hands and mine. Next to each other. Intertwined. I feel a storm heading my way, but I have no umbrella in my thin shirt. Not like I care, because I don't. No matter what you do, what you will do, what you were. As long as I have you in arm length, I don't care much. I might remember everything, but I will always be glad to be reminded that you are around me. I would love that, but never as much as I love you.

Now I will live my days seeing the images projected in my head of how we kissed in the middle of the trees, shivering in the breeze, looking at clouds. I f I could just put some of my feelings to a bottle and let you have some of it. I guess, I can finally taste happiness. Not pure, but well sugared indeed.

I hope you are having the best time of your life. Under wherever sky you are under. I hope you find that thing you are looking for, I hope you grow as much as I do. I will miss you indeed but I know you will be doing great.

Because if you can bring a death girl back to life, I'm sure you can do pretty much everything in the surface of universe.

I say I love you a lot. That's my favorite words. After the word, us.

We had a good run. The next time I see you we will be at the front line. From the start.

Thank you. And I'm sorry.