to be once a broken angel
imprisoned in the mere shattered fragments of my mind
where white rooms and ****** where the very essence of me
where life was death and nothing more
and i fell in love with it
and i never felt such pain such dark rigid pain and it hurt
and i was incapable of crying
why couldn't i be in misery?
i just wanted to be in misery...
i wanted to forget
but now i see i need to remember
im still sick