it was all very familiar.                
it was all very sad.
                                  
it was all quite lovely,                  
the love she never had.
                            
it was a constant in her life,                                                                            
she fell too freely.
                                
the boys were carefree,                                                                      
unable to love really.
                                      
she couldn't keep herself from loving,                    
it was a gift and a curse.
                                                                                    
seeing the best but
feeling like the worst.

-m.s.