what are you waiting for. he used to say to me, a silly song that used to numb the very *tip of my ears- a silly song that used to make the very tip of my tongue dance- the stretch up his neck, the range of his chest, the span of his lips- and he'd swear that he'd love me never using the word forever because he said that there was no need, his love was indefinite and now I'm asking him what he's waiting for and he's telling me something better and I'm wishing that I could travel back a few months younger so that I could tell him: *everything