the sun has tattooed a red heat scratching and clawing and licking the long expanse of white flesh a thousand miles from my toes to my hips and i doze quietly happy in the burning pain that reminds me that maybe just maybe and then it is not the fiery touch of the sun that grips me and i have never felt a hand so rough and yet so tender feeling gripping pulling tearing open what no one sees you lean in close and tell me everything and for a moment i believe you