I wasted a lot of time , doing things my way.
By running away from the  Gods purpose in my life.
I could have done so much more with Gods aid.
If I would have allowed him complete control.
But I fail to allow him to accomplish other stuff.
Using me to reach out to even more hurting people.
But at this time I was wanting things my way.
This is where we get into trouble, wanting things our ways.
For Christ knows the future and what we truly need.