When we sit at the long picnic tables, twenty of us in the ocean by the cave, rowdy with our drinking, we fling cups in rotation, throwing them high and low and our **** beer floats to ***** the water and Clay beside me wears his puffy winter coat, he helps me tie my hiking boots, bunny ears style, awkward ****** thoughts in our heads we touch thighs and lose balance, lose the game and tumble off the bench into the shallow water beside the Mediterranean cave where Cyclops sits and laughs at us for being so blind.