June of that year
lead to warm summer nights,
and a thousand stars to connect,
but more importantly
it lead to him.
He was the summer rolled up
into tan skin and a white smile,
he was everything I thought I wanted
but worse.
Summer turned to fall
and fall turned to winter,
and with the seasons
we changed.
We fell out of a love
that I never thought
I would have again.

June of this year,
I blossomed from a shell of self destruction
and I stumbled upon you.
You were everything I never knew I needed,
rolled into
a beautiful disguise.
You were a love I never thought I would have,
a person I never thought I would need,
a feeling I never knew I could feel.
You were a love I would
go through hell for
a thousand times over.