I am worth christian childhoods I am worth hesitant hugs I am worth doubtful declarations I am worth useless ultimatums I am worth apathetic altercations I am worth queer questionings I am worth emotional endings I am worth better beginnings I am worth fearful friendliness I am worth gallant generosity I am worth ingenious individuality I am worth jaded jealousy I am worth kind kleptomania I am worth lost love I am worth masochistic musings I am worth sadistic sadness I am worth notorious negativity I am worth obvious obsession I am worth pathetic pain I am worth ******* reactions I am worth tenacious truths I am worth vicious violence I am worth wry withering I am worth youthful yesterdays I am worth zany zoetry I am worth more than I deserve