What once was a verdant field carrying bright wildflowers and soft birdsong under brilliant blue sky now lies dead and cold beneath swollen grey clouds and blank snow I've grown tired I've lost my passion to fight through this cruel winter not even for such joyous memories of these lands I place my steel upon the frozen ground and peacefully retreat leaving you to a civil war of black white brown and grey while I pray wish and hope that green blue pink and yellow will one day return to your soul