I feel lonely
Sad inside
I stay in my room where it's quiet
Calm
I don't have to deal with anything
I have friends and people who care about me
But it's like I'm still not happy
I've fell in love with others before
But I end up getting hurt in some way
It scares the hell out of me to get feelings for someone
To just fall and crumble again
It's like a routine I go through when I fall for someone
What if I just let the darkness take over I tried to control it
But...
Maybe it's time I just let it happen It'll probably be better anyway I usually end up adopting and the one that I have in my hands leave
I attach myself to curtain people and the ones I've attached myself to end up not being around me anymore
So I continue to feel
Hurt
Lonely
Frustrated
I just wish my life would get better already