My friend, put down your weapon. It is out of your control, she isn't here anymore. She moved on after you left, don't you see? There is no need to wage war on yourself.
Please put down the gun. Do not blame her for moving on, you left. It is not the fault of the one she left with- in fact, this has nothing to do with her.
No, this has to do with you, and you alone. Do not write wish lists wishing suffering to anyone, it does no one any good whatsoever.
Take care of yourself, put down the knife. You are a victim of circumstance, do not become the criminal.
I have a friend and I am deeply concerned that she has her affairs out of order, and rather muddled. She handles hers through poetry, ergo I try to speak to her through poetry.