I tried to better my self for you.. I tried to become someone greater than this mess. I tried to make you smile. I tried to make you see the brighter side. I tried being there for you. I tried to help you. I tried to make them listen. I tried to explain my self, I tried to help you explain yourself. I tried being this person.. The one I want to see in the mirror & smile back. I am this mess. I am this sick, tired, lonely, selfish fool that can't stop loving you. I am this stupid, weak, full of lust mental case that can't stop thinking of a "Perfect World". Where I am something better, where we are together. -D.
This poem was kind of a rant that's been in my mind.It's been a very intense, emotional two weeks & this poem is basically what's been repeating in my head.Thank you.