how did i get from here to there?

i found my space away from your torment in my soul,
found a way to gain myself once more.

then suddenly, you appear.
suddenly you follow.

the grace of the stars gave me the will to walk away,
gave me the strength to look away.

but fate would bring us together again,
somehow i'd run into you on that fateful day.

angry and misled, still i see you, wishing you were dead.
so many pills, like i once had, like you once had.

the trigger awoke my lost love for you,
that sad trigger that now has me stuck.

why do you draw me in? why do the stars bring me to you and drown me when i was once doing so well? how do i get to where i once was? to where i was finally away?

i took care of you, i couldn't leave you alone that night.
i could have easily walked away, but i know what it's like to be dead.

but it wasn't for me, nothing was ever for me.

now that you think we're friends because i always hope you're okay,
i hope you understands things can't keep on going this way.

my heart shatters knowing it was all for Her. hearing you talk about Her.

I missed you, i died for you, i killed myself to get over you.

but this is your life, and i can't drag you down, i just want to let you go.

but fate. somehow fate happens, and i don't know how i can stop that, but a certain one way..