BodyI will always be as this


It is as clear to me as on a freezing day
During the night
Then as day seeps in
Your features are as bliss to me
So as I play with silence like it's a toy
Thinking
This life is elusive to everything
Not just this

So I watch
Then silently leave
And pray you wake up
Without  feeling loss
The loss of me

It's not easy
A constant struggle it seems
But there lingers
A constant hope in me
That one day I'll be worth it
Worth the pain
Of you giving up
Her

I have always loved you this way
A shadow forever on your face
It's an extra necessity
It's the only way
We have known us
Cramming all three of us in one life
Curling around square corners
However uncomfortable it gets

I learnt to share you
She's laughs at this
Looks at me
Pulls back her lips
Revealing razor sharp teeth
Embedding them in your neck
******* you dry
Spreading her venom through your veins

She has you when sleeping
She'll have you when you die

There is a sadness to my life
A tree trying to grow behind a larger tree
Never getting enough light
Some days are spent holding us together
Pulling you back
Some days are spent dreaming
Of better days

Without depression
Named her