If I was just gone people would finally be happy. No one would have to hear me ***** and complain about everything I hate. No one would hear me repeat everything I say. No one would have to stress about making me mad. No one would have to worry about taking care of me. No one would have to worry about trying to help me do good in school. No one would have to deal with what happened with me and him. No one would have to worry about making sure I eat. No one would have to worry about making sure I'm okay. No one would have to deal with me wanting to starve myself. No one would have to worry about me cutting myself. No one would have to worry about me ******* about my parents. No one would have to worry about anything of that if I was just gone. Everyone would have such a relief. Be stress free. Be happy. If I just wasn't here. It'd be easier for everyone. -cd