People say you never care for them when you greatly do you just do not know how to show them but when you do they push you away or treat you like you are some kind of a joke so you stop you stop because even you doubt your love for them or if they even love you you stop because no matter how you think you love them they will never love you back because in the end love is not something that you can just give away nor it is something that you can force to yourself and in the end you are so miserable that even you cannot love yourself