How long has it been? Weeks? Months? Years? All the pain you cause me I hope you feel the way I feel Have you ever been real? Or have you always been full of lies Oh Dad, How I disrespect you I hope you enjoyed that last ******* high because it made you die And to think that you were clean How many more ******* lies did you scheme? Maybe if you didn't lie, You wouldn't have to leave me behind.