I want to stand in the rain,
Arms out stretched and remember
What it is to start over.
I want to wash away all the pain,
All the anger and frustration.
I want to fill all the holes in my heart I punched in,
I want to cure what parts of me I hurt,
Doing drugs and alcohol.
I want to be able to look in the mirror
And be proud of whom ever is staring back at me.
I want to be a somebody, someone could love.
I want to be able to not need to be told
I am great or pretty
Because I'd already know I am.
I want to not be afraid to be happy and grow,
Because I've earned it,
going through hell and back on more than one occasion...
I just want to be me again!