Rail, Inhale...
Forget, Regret...
Fear, Hide...
Numb, Die...
And repeat as needed.
I'm on the fast track to hell, I just pretend not to notice.
The smile masking the insanity
But I'm used to being crazy.
Paranoid and scared
No one warned me,
So I face this war unprepared.
A veteran of the ******,
I am what I am
I understand every ****** up thought
I just don't know how to find the "off" switch.
You'd think,
After over half a decade
I'd get the picture,
But I'm no better off then I  was before.
Like a broken record
I'm overplayed and out of tune,
Yesterday's news.
I need to break this cycle
Start a revolution and revolt
Cuz I might just be worth fighting for...