To my soul mate:

When we meet again,
I will apologize
for the countless nights
I lost faith in us
with unforgiving tears
in my ears.

I know you could not getaway
You could not spring forth
You could not let go
But you would have
if you were truly free.

I am a brat..
An emotional *******.
Maybe it's best if
We don't meet again.

I'm afraid you'd hate me
If you found out the truth
That I am more like
a daughter than a lover.

but then,
when I think about
seeing your face
all lit up in the sun
the wind swirling around us
like in that dream
Then
I am sure it would be worth it
and you would love me
despite who I am.

So when we meet again
just know I'll be very
happy to see you,
To feel you
and to kiss you.

I've been homeless
All my life
because I know
you are my true home.

when we meet again
it will be our first meeting
in this lifetime.
And I know it will
be the right thing.