I am who I am
there's no fact denying.
If I weren't this way now,
I'm built upon lying.

I'll be on top
alone for awhile.
Watching poor fools
drown in denial.

I don't wish to tell you
the reasons for this
I don't really have one
There's nothing you've missed.

My heart is my own
to give by my choice.
God gave me this life
as well as a voice.

I don't wave the rainbow,
I'm not off in mind
I'm in better company
with those of my kind.

Games aren't my scheme
of a worthwhile time.
I'll tell myself that
while I bid you goodbye.

I have no desire
to follow this clique.
To be someone like
these insufferable ******.

While you all try
your best to ******,
I'll always see you
as poor and recluse.

I wish it weren't so
these feelings of hate
But my love is earned
by those I deem great.

I do not see reason
for my ways to alter
I'll sit back and laugh
as they break and falter.

Don't inquire me
on my current branding.
I've been a lone ranger
and thus, I'm still standing.

If there is a One
made to be mine,
I'll let it all be
with patience and time.

To friends and family:
do not change one bit.
You are the adhesive
that makes life so crit.

To all the foolhearted
and frivolous swine:
Happy and sated
are not the same kind.

To those stuck in limbo:
I hear you so clear.
For we all have times
when hope's nowhere near.

Lead with your heart
your head will soon follow
By then all your tears
will be easy to swallow.