My heart beats so hard just thinking of you.
Of us.
Of what we had.

Its like it's screaming for you in the dark,
So loudly I can't sleep.

If you even realized how much you meant,
You would run from me,
Like you already have.

I know my worth.
But you don't.
And it makes these nights so much harder.

I keep begging myself to let this go,
But I just can't.
Moments like that just dont fade.

I wish they did.
Because then I would stop looking at you,
Like i've lost something important.