I pay attention. I know what happens. The suspense builds as the clock, smirking, goes from 11:59...to 12:00. It is officially afternoon. The birds whisper me secrets from their safe points in the trees. They are hiding from the cruel smoke that swirls the city streets. I'm alone. I'm walking. I listen to people's conversations; their feeble attempts at small talk produces a buzz. I'm waiting for the right moment to jump in their conversation, eager for human interaction. I am here. I am there. I am aware.