Sometimes I feel like nuttin more than a reverberation, a lost soul or a walkin abomination. I pray everyday for the sadness to go away, but at the moment happiness seems intangible and hurt is here to stay. My past taught me words are just words if there isn't any action, so that's why I'm used to positive words meaning dissatisfaction. I'm used to bein at blame, I'm used to bein called a ******* and everyone jumpin in like it's a game. It was mundane in my past for an argument to arise just so they can get away cause it was me they despised, but instead of tellin me how you feel or how things are, around your mouth is a seal, until things go too far. Without even realizing it you've caused a conflict between my heart, body and soul, while the stress of not knowin, what is goin on, is growin me old. You say everything is gonna be ok, but I can feel you hesitate, I can feel you drifting away as that infamous message continues to reverberate