I am a human being. Sometimes I feel I have to Reiterate The fact That I am human. The other night I woke up At three thirty four To be exact. From a nightmare Of irrational fears, And hallucinations. I laid in bed In fear Of my own sanity. Yet, As I laid there, Shaking, I realized. I was alone. It was almost four in the morning, And I had no one to call. My best friend? She has problems of her own. My boyfriend? In a different time zone, Three thousand, seven hundred, and sixty-eight miles From home. I was completely, And utterly, Alone With My Demon Thoughts.