the only times i tried to sink was into the ocean of your head and climb the trees of your branches and remember every hole made by woodpeckers, every crease in your body like origami, every complex part of you that i knew, i would never be able to grasp 2. my body is a guillotine, and you're in my chokehold 3. if i could explain how warped and unpredictable my head can get, you would think i needed rehabilitation, but i don't need rehab, i need you and since you're never around, i feel myself draining and breaking apart again 4. if you're a book, why do you seem to abruptly stop in midsentences? and why am i so eager for the cliffhanger to continue? 5. you make me wanna puke until my lungs give out but why did i wake up at three am crying tears of joy at the simple fact that you want to see me again after everything that's happened? 6. i would break the waves in half to bring you back from drowning in your self hatred, bring back the old you, and throw out the new you 7. i am not typical, i am original, so don't treat me like i'm everyone else you meet.