The reason I don't like people Is because I'm scared of people I'm scared because people are different I'm scared because people are in cliques I'm scared because people are judgemental I'm scared because people are shallow I'm scared because too many people are strangers. Im scared because too many people are cold I'm scared because my whole life I've been around small groups of people. I'm scared because of other people I'm no longer good at what I do. I'm scared because by having the same passion as me they stole it . I'm scared because people are society I am ridiculed by society
Well I had my first day in an environment I will be spending the next four years of my life in and I practically died I was scared of eveythjng I even had a pretty bad anxiety episode come the end of the day which resulted in a lot of fidgeting and tapping because of the nerves and trillions of thoughts rushing through my brain at once causing me to freak out over everything
I hate this so much I hate my anxiety it kills me it stops me from doing so much, it stops me from feeling "okay"