Well the numbness hasn't quite subsided,
But it lingers there beautifully.
It haunts me in it's ominous glory.
The world freezes for a minute , maybe a while
It's what gives me a chance to breathe
But then life whispers in my ear and there I am back to square one.
I yearn for that numbness I once owned
The more it happens the quicker it all fades
I need the fix again
You taunt me with your absence
You're the fix but not anymore