Whats the meaning of this?
Back and forth, Back and forth,
Go for a burning swim, knowing the sole result, knowing the risks,
All that I stand for, all that im worth,
I go back to her, I will not win, im just another hopeless romantic
Blindly repeating a burning swim, I keep thinking I can change her mind
Maybe my heart will change the stormy skies,
Only to make them darker and make me want, and want her even more,
Im clouding my world with darkness, swimming in a fiery abyss,
Like a moth to a flame, immensely lothing, but urging again and again that Maybe she will care like I do and I'll feel something other than pain
Why do I do this, how can I be so hipocritical,
I overthink so hard I become dizzy and weary, just a mothly fool,
I dont need her, I want her, but she she doesnt want me, I just abuse Myself like a tool...
    
The more I scar, and feel her hurt me, the more I want, and even more.

She will be the bitter death of me, In Flames, and In Scorched, for as

long

as forever,

I will be eternally sore.