I stare at blank pages and laugh at our similarities Emptiness A blank slate could be something admired But what is paper really worth without some sort of marking Whether they be markings of seemingly irrelevance, marks give meaning But empty is a cup filled with nothingness
My pages may be blank but they are not clean Them They each have left their marks just not with ink My book is mine but they have added in their part Marks, sure, I can hide at first glance But glances become stares when the story is intriguing enough
In what appears disorganized damage, there is an order First She took my book in her hand without asking Skimming through the pages of unauthorized territory She leaves behind a crinkle on every page from her careless game But I suppose the book is my responsibility
What might be worse, I handed the book to the next Second We wrote together the present and the future Forever leaving an ambivalent past I donβt know if she ripped pages out completely leaving a hole A gap where promises once were
She may have simply removed the ink Magic A simple flick of the wrist and the words are faded How can a page filled with hidden words hold more emptiness I try to begin to write over these pseudo blank spaces But my body is crippled from what I see as I stare, and I laugh