Don't go looking for sadness
Because sadness will always find you

when I'm actually happy
And I mean truly Happy,
not a temporary state of the word-
But Free and Content
It's like being able to breathe again

it's odd, and I feel a sort of expectancy
That the darkness will return
And it will
But I can't let that weigh on me
Or let it deter me from enjoying life
Might as well ride the wave while it lasts
And make the most of whatever comes next