To find someone
Who loves me
As much as you did then
Seems
At the moment
impossible


It seemed as if
We were a match
Made in heaven
Ironically

I just wanted to prove that I would be optimistic
FOR YOU
that I would work at it
FOR YOU

But I have proved nothing
Except that I am no different from the last girl
I didn't want for there to be a next girl
I wanted to be the best girl
And the baddest
That I could be
For you

Flares of jealousy-
Rage
But then I'm reminded
That you're no longer mine
To claim