let me tell you I could write piles of it but none of it would sound too good my mind is hidden wherever you last touched it
I used to think that I wrote the best when I was sad I think now that I don't understand sadness sadness is an animal that doesn't come out in daytime or nighttime sadness is a creature dressed in black an empty chair a half-drank cup of tea a stoplight that never turns green
when you’ve been emptied out like an animal that’s been bled for meat and you’re hanging upside down on a rack ready to be devoured you realize- poetry won’t save you
my hands are close to touching the floor nearly but they can’t so instead my carcass hangs I leave my body I watch it being adjusted like a coat in a closet swings back and forth, like a child on bars in a playground. I wonder when it will start rotting, how long I have before I’m cured and cooked and sliced into individual cuts wonder whose mouth I’ll be entering whose stomach whose hands will serve me if the blood will run off the plate. if they were happy, would I feel their happiness? if they were sad, would I feel that too? I wonder how it feels to be digested
or maybe I won’t make it that far and just be hanging until pieces of me decay, fall to the floor like dropped pennies from pockets until I’m eaten away by time and an empty room
i’m not a bloodless animal hanging on a rack dead animals hanging on racks can’t write poetry of course but, if they could
it wouldn’t be worth it, either no, it wouldn’t do them much good