„one two three“ go to boulangerie „four five six“ may be write letter to missis x „seven eight nine“ my call you deny „ten eleven twelve“ …i slowly despise rhymes with sheer vengeance..
out of coquetry and out of bravado, i desist our memory, i will turn to enter in a new day, without prescribed lies and tainted tricks, without whens without whys, without "be blue" commands and daily ****** „luv-syndrome-disease“ & what in particular corrupts the works and days: without nasty repressive syndrome as consequence of how ugly artistic comradeship can be. Yah. just depart towards unknown, under guiding of trembling crescent, to whatever oddness i will might to face.. O it wont be worse i still guess... something wrong with me? so strangely i rejoice out of any certain cause.. ? tis is may be shy anticipation of the delight which the read of some few subterranean poems can sometimes make ? is there „land in sight“? is here some flower to breath in? even if it merely about basking in darkness, not alone, but with sojourner.. my nonsense, your nods, isnt it slightly utopia? O b s c u r i t y i s o u r r e w a r d. seem be the single remnants to chant.. vomiting and scolding abundance is what only will remain to realize? isnt it kind of tryst which satisfy the starving one at best..? O to large demand!.., but still towards all of futility my worn heart still embrace the solemnity of unknown.. wish to inhale the solemnity of unknown.. to enshroud myself with solemnity of unknown.. to chock on solemnity of unknown..