I really wanna slit my wrists or overdose on pills hang myself from the ceiling or jump from a 10 story building. I want to stop breathing and I want to go away... don't try an stop me because you know it'll make everything so much better at the end of the day there are no words to explain how much I hate this situation we're in. and the worst part is if I were to try an fix this I wouldn't know where to begin I miss the curve of your smile and I miss your gentle voice, you left me without a kiss goodbye, you probably hve a second choice. and now here I am, trying to stitch up our sad excuse for a relationship you aren't tryin at all, and I'm giving it all that I got but it's not what you want. I'd like to say I hate you, for everything you've done to me, but I can't help but love you. you haven't made the slightest effort to show if I'm helping or not and I can't take this pointless conversation because you know that you're all that I've got