the road seemed to stretch to infinity as i squinted to brace my eyes against the falling snow which stung my cheeks like needles it was a graveyard of bicycles and cigarette butts and for a fleeting moment i saw a discarded bouquet of red roses rolling down the street petals began to peel away in the bottomlessly angry wind joining the eddies of swirling flakes and being tossed into the air in a dance of such sadness and beauty these are the nights i will remember the cold nights of bitter walks deep into the urban tundra the endless nights i spend searching for an answer to my call which seems to freeze in my throat before it leaves my lips the nights of hoping that someone has superhuman hearing and wants to find me and read between the lines where there is enough space to draw me a map towards home i only wish it were as simple as falling apart and being picked up by the wind