I used to swallow my pride all the time just for you but now i swallow pills that appear to be bigger than your fist objects in the mirror are actually closer than they appear And you were closer than you appeared Because I thought when you were next to me you were there to keep me company But you became apart of me instead And I didn't give you permission but that didn't stop you I wonder what would stop you Maybe that car that crashed into yours while you were going 40 miles over the speed limit You have more alcohol in your body than blood I have more of you in my body than blood There was so much blood I love(d) you