I CAN STILL TRACE EACH AND EVERY SCAR ON MY BODY EACH ONE REMINDS ME OF A TIME WHERE I WAS SAD AND WEAK AND ALONE EACH MARK THAT IVE PUNISHED MYSELF WITH SITS ON MY SKIN STILL LINGERING IM TIRED OF THEM ALL AND IM TIRED OF FEELING UGLY THEY MAKE ME DISCUSTING HOW COULD YOU LOVE SOMEONE COVERED IN DEBRIS OF SELF-HATE BUT ALSO WHAT WOULD I DO WITHOUT THEM? THE CONSTANT REMINDER IS SOMETHING I DESERVE