Down the murky lane I could feel the anger drain A sense of relief immersed It looked like I had been cursed A string of mistakes that I commit From time to time, I admit If not perfect, I could reflect Try to spot the wicked defect Confusion drapes my filthy soul Fear and insecurity have taken a toll Fighting back seems a sturdy task A little bit of help, I refuse to ask Burying the dirt and muck into the ground In a place that I wish cannot be found With all this said and nothing done Live my life and trust none.