if you're still out there and if you still read these and if you still remember the password to my private blog, if you still have my diary entry and that painting that flask, that TV that shirt, those jeans, if you still remember me, my skin, my hips, the way i smile, if you haven't erased me off your elbows, brushed me off your chest, wiped me against your pockets find my chapstick in an old jacket and call me