If I was fine I wouldn't be going to the hospital 2 or 3Β Β times a week, If I was fine I wouldn't be going to physiotherapy, If I was fine I wouldn't have hearing loss, If I was fine I wouldn't have to wear on eyepatch every night, If I was fine I would be able to concentrate for longer, If I was fine my memory wouldn't let me down, If I was fine it wouldn't take me twice as long to write work for college as it used to, If I was fine tears wouldn't flow from just one eye, If I was fine I wouldn't be going to rehabilitation, If I was fine I would be living life like I used to but I'm not. Stop saying I'm fine.