The wish of a girl

Every girl needs  that someone,
Not just her girlfriend,
But that guy that she cries for, all day and night, that guy that she wishes he never left, that guy that she wants to hug and NEVER let go, that guy she  loves so much, that guy she has been heartbroken for, that guy that left without notice, that guy she thought would always be with her, that guy she still waits for.

The guy that was the reason for her to commit suicide.