Going to your funeral now feeling so confused
I lost the best friend I ever had
Everything goes away
Like a child I cried
Driving down the highway through the hot sunny day
The perfect day for this kind of pain
Look at all these people holding flowers in their hands
They're going put the flowers on the box
That's holding you.

Going to your funeral and feeling hollow
Thinking about the days when we hung out behind the school
Everything goes away
I knew that you were not insane
Trying to cope with this world
You had it all going for you but I understand why
I smile like it's nothing but I scratch wounds that will not heal
Look at the people with heads down in their hands
With everything I feel, I know I missed out

Standing in front everyone at your funeral, feeling like a fool
Telling them stories that may not have happened
Everything goes away
You knew best about suicide and smack
Trying to run from the ***** and bats
You just crumbled and burned all alone
I was a bad friend and let you die
Too selfish to see or care
I miss you now