Feb 2014
you only like the long version of your name and you
like old hats and you
watch old british shows and you
have cats and you
spend all day in your room cause you
dont like your family and you
and your mother used to be close before she
drank herself to the hospital and told only you
when she knew she was dying because she only trusted you
because you
loved her and you
like to be alone and you
have a hideaway you
said you'd take me to but you
never mentioned it again.
you spend your weekends with your dad and your
favorite color is blue because you
said that was the color of my eyes and you
told me i was real then you kissed me you
hugged me tight and told me to never give up you
told me you dont like the way you
look with glasses you
like old 80's rock and you
want to join the military and you
dont have any money and you
think i care about that but
you should know i dont and never will.
you never responded when I said I loved you because you
dont believe in love but you
said you believed in me but you
dont even know me anymore because you
stopped speaking to me when you
knew you
were the only person i could ever talk to.
and you held my heart in your hands and then you
drove off 334.5 miles to our last breath and you
told me you missed me and you
left me here waiting and you
cant even begin to comprehend because you
cry yourself to sleep you
say you think of me but how far does that go you
said you would never forget me but do you
understand that i would forgive you
if you
did?
you
you said we were crazy you
said we were different you
said you liked it that way you
hate football and you
like surfing and you
like the nighttime before dawn and you
like Christmas best but you
spent it alone but you
dont know i was there with you
for every second of it.
you said never to doubt it and you
laughed when i blushed but then you
left me again and you
dont know how much that hurts you
called me on new years and we didnt talk but you
you said you
liked it when we
could hear each others breath and we
knew
we were both there.
like old hats and you
watch old british shows and you
have cats and you
spend all day in your room cause you
dont like your family and you
and your mother used to be close before she
drank herself to the hospital and told only you
when she knew she was dying because she only trusted you
because you
loved her and you
like to be alone and you
have a hideaway you
said you'd take me to but you
never mentioned it again.
you spend your weekends with your dad and your
favorite color is blue because you
said that was the color of my eyes and you
told me i was real then you kissed me you
hugged me tight and told me to never give up you
told me you dont like the way you
look with glasses you
like old 80's rock and you
want to join the military and you
dont have any money and you
think i care about that but
you should know i dont and never will.
you never responded when I said I loved you because you
dont believe in love but you
said you believed in me but you
dont even know me anymore because you
stopped speaking to me when you
knew you
were the only person i could ever talk to.
and you held my heart in your hands and then you
drove off 334.5 miles to our last breath and you
told me you missed me and you
left me here waiting and you
cant even begin to comprehend because you
cry yourself to sleep you
say you think of me but how far does that go you
said you would never forget me but do you
understand that i would forgive you
if you
did?
you
you said we were crazy you
said we were different you
said you liked it that way you
hate football and you
like surfing and you
like the nighttime before dawn and you
like Christmas best but you
spent it alone but you
dont know i was there with you
for every second of it.
you said never to doubt it and you
laughed when i blushed but then you
left me again and you
dont know how much that hurts you
called me on new years and we didnt talk but you
you said you
liked it when we
could hear each others breath and we
knew
we were both there.
