A shield, seemingly impenetrable
of mind games, of
false safety.
Struck once, and fallen.
For this, all these years?
Make a wall to break it?
Except LHS is not equal to RHS here;
Cos the wall has broken what was growing on it.
'Push yourself up' - they say.
On what?
What was built upon a fallacy is now in crumbles.
'That was real' - you cry:
Who hears?
Left with a mess.
'Left with a test;
For your strengths'
Or for your courage?
Will that collapse too?
If it is false.
Who's the judge? - you demand.
Who knows?
The doubt lies. The judge stays veiled. Your courage is burning.
But wait! is that a phoenix coming through?