Living life with an altered mind
Seeing reality from blurry eyes
Every day seems shorter, I thought I was fine
Where is the time?

When I got a hold of that ****
I said it'd all be fine
That's before I lived life with an altered mind
I said it won't become a habit
That's really not my kind
I just didn't see it coming
Some might call me blind

It was all right there, perfect for you to see
Every action, every method, led to what I'd be
Coming to the realization, I ******* hate sober me
Rock bottom hit harder, than I could have seen

It's a parasitic being that will eat you alive
It burrows deep inside you, something I just couldn't find
And you need to let it go, but can't leave it behind
Every thought, every judgement, all becomes intertwined

Living life with an altered mind
Seeing reality from blurry eyes
Every day seems shorter, I thought I was fine
Where is the time?